hmmm

i guess im one of those people who thinks theyre not shy, but when the moment comes of meeting people, well yes im quite shy. its annoying.

i've been loving mellow music lately
got work tomorrow. hj girl
they havent gotten me a cap or an apron yet
the cap is the best part of the uniform!!
i hope i birghten that place up a little they all look quite miserable

hungry jacks

hurry up and give me a shift! i need money

i love quiet days
i hate quiet days
I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND
right now i hate them

m&k

mary and kate just left this morning
or should i say mike and kirsty?
its quite sad actually. they were here for quite a while
and now the house is quiet.

i love

how i can love so many different types of people
and get along with them all.

hello :)

i know i dont blog much here anymore
but i'm not a very opinionated person.
well actually i can be.
now im just confusing myself
anyways. you know what im loving on? elys blogs
such a creative piece of work that ely.
also, i got a filling today, i was freaking owttttttttt.
mum took a picture of me in the dentist chair. shes so comforting
anyways
check it
http://smoooooooth.blogspot.com/
elys blog ^^

theres a mouse in my room.
i hate mice.
do you reckon its capable of crawling on my bed and going on my face when im sleeping?

i miss my cousin jade.
actually i miss everyone!

something is not riiigghhttt.

my blogs are getting boring because my life is getting boring.
today i am going to the library.
i am wearing a white top and a black skirt.
the end.

.

beechworth.
pirates on penznce.
friends.
food? i want food.
lollies. :)

hey bloggers its been a while

so heres a blog for you 15 people, who about 2 of you follow.
im not 18. its no big deal once you actually hit that age is it?
but the party was fun :)
if got kirsty and mike down from wales, pretty much living here.
i've cut my hair short, and dyed it blonde.
you all pretty much know this so im going to end this blog.

HAHAHAHA

oh god

this made me laugh so much

yes..i know only i could laugh at this

a story for the spirit freaks.

its not that much of a story..i just think it coolbeans.
anyone there with me for any oujia nights?
yeah, well so anyways, me and mum and her friend were talking about stuff like that. and i was telling mum how the glass moves really quickly when i touch it.
she then told me she went to a phsycic when i was a baby, or when she was pregnant with me or something. and the phsycic told her i was gifted.
so now mum wants to do ouija with me. or a seyonce or something..i cant spell.
im gonna get checked out with all this freaky shit.
now we're having a oujia night at my mums friends house. :|
cooooooooooooooool

medusa

is evil but awesome

Everything you can imagine is real.

don't believe me?
make it real. these people did.













these have inspired me to start being creative again.

Aries

this sounds a little like me.

to bad my dreams arent realistic.

She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot.She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again, quietly but sure. If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, but in fact she can stick you down like super glue without you knowing it.

dear soundwave

I loved you and i'll be seeing you next year





me and mady got new shoesies




getting close to the locals


the great entrance


we didnt actually go on that


maddi - ' i wanna have SEX with him!'


looky looky who we found!


i can call him john right?


we were in the front se we were pretty happy, my head got burnt though :



more to come!

dear dad

you're really funny when you're not angry at me
i love you.

dear melbourne

thanks for making me and my friends scene

dear jess!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!

dear melbourne

i am planning to go to all your second hand bookshops on thursday! screw getting a dress for my party! i'm getting astrology books! :) maybe i can find some freaky old second hand book aswell!
and then the next day is soundwave!!! :D how exciting!
in other news, went around to hand out my invites today, i love driving with maddi, we have sing alongs! :)
so the girlies are staying at mine tomorrow! its convenient because i live close
we will be back saterday arvo

dear invites..........

i dont know who to give the rest of you to!! :(
any takers?

dear me

if you are not better by soundwave i am seriously going to kill you.
and if you do have diabetes i really am going to kill you!
no chocolate and needles everyday sounds like a nightmare!

Dear jess

i was up last night, i couldnt sleep.
i was thinking of how much i missed you, of how much we never get sick of eachother.
i know you are one of the few people who WANT to listen to what i have to say. we dont get bored.
i miss our daily laughing fits. i miss eating junk food until we blow up. i miss the fact that i can say ANYTHING to you and not feel awkward about it.
i miss you trying to teach me how to sing, and do better at guitar. i miss us attempting to write songs together, i miss the fact that we dont care about anything, and we do what we want. i miss the time we ran into the sea when it was freezing cold and pouring down with rain. i miss the time when i went to a teen club with you and attempted to mosh. i miss the time where you tried to buy alchohol and tried to make it less suss by buying milk with it. hahahahahaha. i miss choking on our foods and drink because we laugh so much, i miss us being the kids in the pub in the corner with our cokes, i miss your dad putting beer in our coke cans so we felt cool.

I MISS YOU JESS!
its hurting me!

Dear everyone!

my blogs are now going to consist of having the title as 'dear something' it may annoy you, but i think its the most creative thing i've thought up in a long time!

and i find myself attracted..very much so... to this.



maybe midly in pictures

ever wonder what goes through ceri's mind?

here are a few sayable things from my diary entries

my favourate colour is red because it comes in lots of different shades and can bring out lots of different emotion.

beauty comes deep within people should bring it out more.

no lies to impress people BE YOURSELF THERES NO BETTER WAY

'its only forever not long at all'

small things like eating strawberries with my best friend are the best times in life and will stay in my heart forever.

i am alone but i can feel someone with me

i love how judd thinks sometimes

'when you only have a hammer everything looks like A nail'

if you dont think someone likes you dont change to get them to like you its not worth it

'p.s i will always love you'

my dream says i am spiritually growing

i will be no where without my friends

me and my friends always share dreams with eachother i cant find anybody else who cares.

we look back on how sad we were and laugh.

'ceri i get the feeling you just don't like people and thats okay because i dont like people too'

me feeling free and out of this world is not scary, infact its the least scaryest thing about me.

the only place where people believe i am wise are in my dreams.

people don't know how full of love i actually am

today i liked how i made and anklet. i'm wearing it now.

i seriously love being with people

do what makes you happy

sometimes theres feelings you think you have, but you dont you just make yourself believe you have them.

i'm not smart but i always know what im saying.

i like how i found my white top today.

No one thinks normal. people who call other people weird and themselves normal are lying to themselves.

those are the non private things i think. not everyone likes the way other people think. but i cant make myself think differently

a standard conversation with ceri

(maddi is denis)

denis says (5:10 PM):
whered u get yo body from

ceri says (5:10 PM):
i got it form the macarina

denis says (5:13 PM):
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ceri says (5:14 PM):
ooo you liked that did you?
thought i was gonna say my momma?
yeah i sure showed you how funny i am

denis says (5:14 PM):
oh............
denis says (5:15 PM):

LOL i THOUGHT
something different

ceri says (5:16 PM):
OHHH DAMN
i thought i was funny

yep!

so heres yet another one of my pointless blogs just because i'm bored!
maybe i'll talk about me dream?

so i was climbing this spider web and nearly fell when ely saved me by catching me, yeah she was pretty strong in my dream. and next to the spiderweb was this awesome rollercoaster. so el and i decided to go on it.. el quickly sat down and buckled up and put the big think on that goes over your head, and i was just sitting down when the ride started to go, and i was like 'STTTOOPPPPP WAIITT STTOOPPP' and el was like ceri its fine just hold the belt down, like we were in a car or something, this ride went upside down and shit. i ended up surviving.



yeah so that was me dream!

finished season 2 of trueblood! been washing my hair with coconut flavoured shampoo..smells gooooooooood.

I GOT CREDIT ON MY PHONE

should give me a text sometime because im pretty much only texting maddi! :( not that i dont love her

The perks of being a wall flower.

dear friend,
this book was very well written.
i dont think i could relate to the writer but i bonded with him quite well.
i also loved the amount of times the rocky horror picture show was mentioned in this novel.
charlie said he has problems while reading books because he makes himself believe he is the character.
well charlie..i have that same problem. but i like it. :)




love always,
ceri.

honest

i want my career to begin and end with drama, its the only thing i am moderatly good at, and they only thing i enjoy.

i don't want to end looking back on my life and hating what i had done with it.

to tell you the truth i am shit scared of life, more than excited.
i really have no skill in doing much else and that saddens me

ouch

sookie - he's your maker isnt he

eric - don't use words you dont understand

sookie - i know you have love for him

eric - dont use words i dont understand.

lipstick

i dont like foundation....but i like lipstick :)
i harly ever where colours on my lips to be honest..but i think i might start

i wish i was 18

was having a jolly old time at paddy's wasnt even drinking..until a man came up to our table and asked for id's

maddi and i obv didnt have one..........so we had to leave :(

im missing my dad alot lately.. don't know why..i guess its not usually him that leaves.

i'm sure he's having a great time in wales

tetris

last night me el mady and soph were having a tetris off, well, soph was playing her own game very badly and not letting anyone else have a go :(
but the thing is it was a funny night, kept on cracking jokes that go old. well i pretty much kept on doing that.. i get depressed when jokes die...

i quote soph - 'if i was a comedian i would want my audience to be a bunch of ceri's'

oh and ely shabberd her self last night it was gross

dumpy

RIP
dad came to see you :)

brian ward.
you will be missed
x

trueblood

if you want to know what i do in my spare time when i am at home?
i am currently reading/watching true blood!

hooraayyyyy!

anyways. im about half way through the second season, and sookie is annoying the shit out of me, and so is bill actually, i liked them both in the first season!

eric however can spell out ceri. if you know what im saying......yeah even i dont know what i'm saying, hes just very good looking

YEAH A MALE IS GOOD LOOKING!!!
does that prove anything?

hahaha

know any?

'if it hurts this much then it must be love.'

'as the storm grew fearce and danger was suddenly near I knew there was nothing to fear.'

'I'll paint you mornings of gold, i'll spin you valentine evenings. though we're stranger's till now, we're choosing the path between the stars, i'll leave me love between the stars.'

'Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers that grow so incredibly high'

'I dont want to waste the weekend if you don't love me, pretend.'

'To much head to little heart.'

'Love is a verb, love is a doing word.'

'Your silence still rings so clear.'

'You can make your own decisions, you can make your own mistakes.'

Reasons why i am still a child

- I watch cartoons
-I still own cuddly toys
-I still think farts are funny
-I get bored way to easily
-I can't understand most words
-I can't handle being wrong
-I'm scared of working
-I'm scared of not being in school
-I'm scared of being alone
-I'm still scared of my parents
-I play video games
-I have braces
-I rarely wear make-up
-I talk to myself :)
-I can't stick to one thing for to long
-I dont like not having my own way
-I scrapbook and bead
-I get excited easily

ground control to major tom

take your protein pills and put your helmet on.



so i'll cross my heart and hope to die before i have the chance to lie to you my dear.



planet earth is blue and theres nothing i can do.



i made one of these things guys, i know theres not much to wonder, but it will entertain me for two minuites if you ask me a question :D

http://www.formspring.me/ceriiiiiii

for now its to soon for you to say

will we be always ALWAYS?
..and the summer of 69 is playing on the radio..how depressing!