dear jess!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!

dear melbourne

i am planning to go to all your second hand bookshops on thursday! screw getting a dress for my party! i'm getting astrology books! :) maybe i can find some freaky old second hand book aswell!
and then the next day is soundwave!!! :D how exciting!
in other news, went around to hand out my invites today, i love driving with maddi, we have sing alongs! :)
so the girlies are staying at mine tomorrow! its convenient because i live close
we will be back saterday arvo

dear invites..........

i dont know who to give the rest of you to!! :(
any takers?

dear me

if you are not better by soundwave i am seriously going to kill you.
and if you do have diabetes i really am going to kill you!
no chocolate and needles everyday sounds like a nightmare!

Dear jess

i was up last night, i couldnt sleep.
i was thinking of how much i missed you, of how much we never get sick of eachother.
i know you are one of the few people who WANT to listen to what i have to say. we dont get bored.
i miss our daily laughing fits. i miss eating junk food until we blow up. i miss the fact that i can say ANYTHING to you and not feel awkward about it.
i miss you trying to teach me how to sing, and do better at guitar. i miss us attempting to write songs together, i miss the fact that we dont care about anything, and we do what we want. i miss the time we ran into the sea when it was freezing cold and pouring down with rain. i miss the time when i went to a teen club with you and attempted to mosh. i miss the time where you tried to buy alchohol and tried to make it less suss by buying milk with it. hahahahahaha. i miss choking on our foods and drink because we laugh so much, i miss us being the kids in the pub in the corner with our cokes, i miss your dad putting beer in our coke cans so we felt cool.

I MISS YOU JESS!
its hurting me!

Dear everyone!

my blogs are now going to consist of having the title as 'dear something' it may annoy you, but i think its the most creative thing i've thought up in a long time!

and i find myself attracted..very much so... to this.



maybe midly in pictures

ever wonder what goes through ceri's mind?

here are a few sayable things from my diary entries

my favourate colour is red because it comes in lots of different shades and can bring out lots of different emotion.

beauty comes deep within people should bring it out more.

no lies to impress people BE YOURSELF THERES NO BETTER WAY

'its only forever not long at all'

small things like eating strawberries with my best friend are the best times in life and will stay in my heart forever.

i am alone but i can feel someone with me

i love how judd thinks sometimes

'when you only have a hammer everything looks like A nail'

if you dont think someone likes you dont change to get them to like you its not worth it

'p.s i will always love you'

my dream says i am spiritually growing

i will be no where without my friends

me and my friends always share dreams with eachother i cant find anybody else who cares.

we look back on how sad we were and laugh.

'ceri i get the feeling you just don't like people and thats okay because i dont like people too'

me feeling free and out of this world is not scary, infact its the least scaryest thing about me.

the only place where people believe i am wise are in my dreams.

people don't know how full of love i actually am

today i liked how i made and anklet. i'm wearing it now.

i seriously love being with people

do what makes you happy

sometimes theres feelings you think you have, but you dont you just make yourself believe you have them.

i'm not smart but i always know what im saying.

i like how i found my white top today.

No one thinks normal. people who call other people weird and themselves normal are lying to themselves.

those are the non private things i think. not everyone likes the way other people think. but i cant make myself think differently