righty oh... this might turn out to be deep or some sort of diary entry because im gonna talk about how much i am going to miss this stage in life.
okay so i know i complain about how much i hate school and want to die everytime i go... but theres alot of moments in there where i just want it to last forever... all the people im not going to see everyday. and might not see at all again! this year i have become more closer to some people then i ever thought i would.. and we all have havent we? i am at the point of realisation (and yes i have been thinking this all day in school) that i am really not ready for it to end just yet. i still think myself as a young child. I don't want to worry about things like cars or money. i dont want to worry about anything at all! but i guess we are all feeling like that right? albury high peeps? oh god please dont let me be the only one feeling like this! haha
okay so my friends in albury high this blog is a shout out.

might just name a few of you
so theres.. jezza judd stefan trent mel caity chenae holly and everyone else who sits with us!
im glad its you guys who i ended up befriending i never once had to be someone else, and a day cant go by without me laughing when im with you. you may not know when im in my moments of loving life and school but belive me there is alot of them! and their all involving you and the things you guys say, and the things that make me laugh even though they dont have to be funny its just because its you! and i love you guys! and im not the sort of person who throws the word 'love' around i well and truely love you guys and i thank you all for befriending me!

and then...theres these 3 girls who have changed my life, who i will never forget my moments with... maddi mady and ely, where would i be without you? (jeez im cool for tearing up writing a blog) you have taught me so much, taught me about friendship. this might be the time to reveal my biggest fear now (haha im lame) and that is losing you, i never want to lose touch, i want us to call eachother everyday..and when we are old i want us to talk about what we are knitting. i want us to be at eachothers weddings, be at eachothers sides when anything goes wrong. if im in wales or end up not being around you and one of you get in trouble or something bad happens..i want you to call me and i will be with you as fast as my legs can go. i never want you to hesitate to ask me for anything, you have given me everything, you girls ARE everything to me! you are the ones that make me laugh out loud for no reason. seriously i cannot and dont want to imagine my life without you, i hate to see my life before i knew you girls! you've changed me. you've made me me! youve made me see who i really am! this is so cliche...should i rap it up? cause i can go on for ages..
but i have never loved anyone as much as i love you 3 girls. you all bring me something different and i thank you for that.
(you know im telling the truth because you know me and the word love) haha
(ps im not a lesbian bitches)




okay enough of me being deep cause im crying like a bitch
oooo awkward

lets talk about how my music trials went!!
had to start 2 of my songs again
my vioce broke in like every 2 lines
and i cant sing for shit?
why did i choose music????
WHYYYYYYYY
shoulda just played really bad guitar.
oh and you know whats gross? veggie sausages.. but they were bearable
and packet gravy is gross aswell

yeah sorry veggie people but all this time ive been having gravy with my veggies!! i feel so cheap! my mother didnt tell me she made gravy with meat
damnit... but now that i know im having gross packet gravy
but im into risotto its gooooooooooooooooooooooooood :)
okay so im gonna stop writing and i dont really think anyones gonna read it..
i'll post it on myspace but no ones interested on myspace damnit!!!
okay sorry going now
BYEEEE XOX