Monday, November 30, 2009

fluro face paint!

so the other day when i was bored, i get a phone call that saved my life, it was mady wanting to do something, so she came over. we wined and dined and hungary jacks, large chips and large onion rings...very healthy :) and then scurried off back to my place, and opened my windows and sang to by passer's, that was quite fun, but we got bored of that quickly. We then put face masks on to make our skin smooth, it worked quite well, the we ended up with our feet in the bath :S (mady's idea) and i decided to go through the top draw in my bathroom, and i came across some fluro face paint crayons! and i was like 'woah' and i started to draw on my leg, and mady joined, and we had a crazy idea of grafitting our legs with fluro face paint crayons, so we did. we also put it on our lips and noses :) and these were the results.

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oh hi dylan!

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afterwards we had even more healthy food! we had pizza. and coke.. whilst watching freaky friday :)
good times !

Sunday, November 29, 2009

howdy

ooooo red! not bad :)
my oh my i have been so bored lately. i just wish i had money so i could go places. i've spent the whole week cleaning out my room and i'm still not done.
purple!
hahaha
had a weird dream last night........ i remembered it in the shower, but now i've forgotten again, i should really write these things down, my mind goes far in my dreams...........
....blue
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

ASDFGHJKL
I'M GOING LOCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well better go finish off my room joyyyyyyyyy.....

random story

just felt like telling this. its making laugh out loud! hahaha

the night after grad i slept at ely's, the day before ely and maddi left to go to figi.
so anyway, i'm fast asleep, its just getting lightish, and something doesnt feel comfortable. so i wake up, and there's ely staring at me and smiling. i didnt even say anything i just look at her, and shes just facing me, like this; ':)'
i kind of have the blankets off me so she covers me with the blankets, and pats me on the head and turns around and goes back to sleep.
i tell her in the morning and she doesnt remember a thing.
shes a funny one that ely.
a phsyco sleeper though, she punches me in the face while she sleeps. and yes its happened a number of times! other times she elbows me in the ribs. one time i got really cranky and i was like 'FUCK OFF EL' cause she really hurt me, and i pushed her and she slammed into the wall. and still didnt wake up hahahahaha
i love her to bits

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the things i like and dislike

(just because im bored ;) )
likes
hands.
eyes.
noses.
toes.
chocolate.
laughter.
sounds.
voices.
bright colours.
bright rooms.
things that make me laugh/smile.
writing.
drawing. (may not be good but i like it!)
beading.
scrapbooking.
guitar.
movies.
drama.
music.
baths in winter.
cold showers in summer.
my pool.
someone playing with my hair.
long hugs.
awkward hugs are funny.
looking back.
looking forward.
the moments.
dresses.
thick socks when my feet are cold.
dressing gown.
winter.
snow.
wales.
beach.
theme parks.
rollercoasters.
singing.
shouting.
winning.
dancing.
loving.
photos.
stars.
night time.
moon.
conversations.
body language.
people who notice.
kindness.
beauty.
excitement.
helping.
when people take my advice.
when i'm happy.
ely.
mady.
maddi.
jess.
friends!
christmas.
bonding.





dislikes.
argueing.
shallow people.
bones cracking.
needles.
putting people down.
tension.
bath plug.
when im restless.
when im bored.
when im alone.
feeling alone.
hunger.
thirst.
judgmental people.
looking down on people.
having braces.
mood swings.
tantrums.
being annoying without meaing to!
my sisters taste in music :P
people who dont care.
being ignored.
being disapointed.
nuts.
heat.
pet birds.
magpies.
spiders.
bugs.
mornings.




Thursday, November 26, 2009

you know what?

my sister is the most annoying person in the world. she takes my clothes, and i never get them back, she's agro, you have to be very careful of what you say to her.
but overall. she is actually a really good sister. she buys me stuff, takes me for drives when i'm bored, she has my back when i'm in shit with the rents, she sometimes even takes the blame. she takes me to centrelink andwaits with me, she speaks for me when i dont know what to say.
so i guess i'm pretty lucky.
thanks lau

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

i love

it when people have arguements in the comments of youtube. sometimes im in them ahahahaha.
yeah that just goes to show how bored i have been lately. SOMEONE VISIT ME OR SOMETHING!
my rents are mad at me because i didnt help clean the rooms this morning. i just slept. yeah i should really get a life. i wouldnt mind going on a road trip. that could be fun!
to bad i dont have a fricking car.
yes i am a complainer. i like to complain. maybe my sister will take me for a drive.... :| she wont.

i had a dream i got my braces off last night. it was the best feeling in the world! because i've got so many elastics in this mouth pulling my teeth. im like a human sling shot!
hahaha pretty much all my blogs consist of me rambling

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

i miss telling my stories

so last night is worth writing about!
yr 12 graduation, the class of 2009!
soooo...my table consisted of mady maddi ely and me and our fam. we had the crappiest table there, kinda funny. trust us to book our table at the last minuite. haha so anyway i like to call our table the special table. simply because we are not normal.
some guy was making a speech and the room was dead silent. and for some reason it was really loud pouring water into a glass. the ice was the loud part. so as this speech was being made maddi pours this water. and it was really loud and she didnt know it would be so she just says 'my apologies' and carries on not listening. at this time i am cracking up laughing at her...and realise im also thirsty so i try and carefully pour my water. and laura gets impatient and pours it really loudly for me and the glass clinks and everything.by this time i am gasping for air im laughing so much..and some people are turning heads, and just as im calming myself, ely just pours the water without a care in the world! and then i was like 'HAHAHAHAHHAHAA'...
also my mum and dad and roby put stars on their faces. and mum and dad had a balloon on their head. and sophie bought tequila. :| it was the bets table :)
maddi also broke down crying. didnt even notice. and i was pretty much making it worse for her by singing 'summer of 69'
mady was amazing as per usual at singing 'almost lover.'
and then afterwards we hit mady's house and chilled with some peeps!


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Sunday, November 22, 2009

i have finished

friends.........and i'm sad about that. need to get into something new now
oh and i've finished school

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

gay........

i'm sick of feeling so dull and lame all the time! my parents are already sick of me and trying their best to get me out of the house! hahaha. i dont think anyone can handle to much of me :(
anyways!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha i dont know why i post these things for everyone to read. just felt like writing about it i guess :| i'm not seeking attention don't worry about it sistas!
last night we went to charlottes and got drunk, and i had a bite of a sausage and i feel real bad. i seriously feel as though i punched someone in the face or something haha!
maddi thought it was the funniest thing though. but it actually tasted horrible! so i dont think i will get back on meat! woah veg4lyf? hahahaha
am i a sell out now?
i got my haircut today.. wanted to keep it long, she cut half of it off.. cool.
:|
oh and i got my dress and shoes for the grad finally hahaha

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

happy birthday

MADISON DORMER
Mady's turn, wow i'm on a roll i have found my new love for writing blogs about people :)
helly everybody, this here is madison dormer, she is 18 today, shes all grown up! well i find it weird. :|
so when I first met this young lady, we were in yr 6, getting shown around albury high, and we both discovered we were in the stupid class.. :| cooooooooool so yeah we got along pretty well, she was a crazy mofo though, she was evil, she still is. yeah most people havent seen that side to her!
she is beautiful, friendly, shy, outgoing, creative, funny..you name it she seriously had the lot.
theres a word for it. maybe its carisma? i cant spell for shit.
she has a picture of my arse crack on the side of her bed she loves me that much :) hahahahaha tables have turnnneeeeed.
i dont think you realise how much i actually care for you mady, i just get scared sometimes you know? i love you just as much as i love the other guys, but sometimes i wish we were closer, its not anyones fault! and i really love spending time with you! your really fun! but im just a scaredy cat that you dont feel the same way? haha
by the way folks, this girl has made my cry twice in my life. and both times were the way she sings, shes got a beautiful voice mady! i dont know why your so shy about it! never knew you could hit those notes in halleujia, your seriously awesome! like evrything about you is! theres nothing wrong! your perfect! i love you so much
happy birthday mady x
hope you have a great year of being an adult! i'll be there in 4 more months just wait! ha

Monday, November 9, 2009

yabbering

im really bored. i've got 3 windows on msn, ely's just gone offline! hahaha cool. and the other 2 windows arent talking to me motherfucker. i dont care i've got my blog to complain to! hoorayy :)
GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT I CAN DO!
burn cd's!! its fun!! im making a playlist right as i speak!
might put a random pic on here after i finished writing about how cool i am
i keep on looking back and laughing at ely doing the impression of one of my sisters friends! HAHA cracks me up .... 'don't you remember him maddi he was like this' *does funny face that looked just like him*
just downloaded a bunch of old songs and now i want moreeeeeeeeeeee but i cant think of any atm..
zombie zombie ZOMBIE EH EH EH
went for a drive today with my agro sister, i was embarressing her infront of the 'hot' guys...i seriously dont know what she sees in some people hahaha!
mmm dormz b'day tomorrow,thats when i shall write about her in my blog tomorrow, shes hitting the big one eight..its so weird that one of us is going to be 18 tomorrow, i think its crazy.
and then next month elys 18, and then 3 months later i'm 18 and then 3 months after that maddis 18!
please dont let us drift apart!
haha my fear of that comes out in pretty much all my blags :| woopsies! i'm not clingy :|
hmmm hmmmm hmmm what else happend today :| watched some friends, OH i went for a swim in my very small pool yesterday, i dont actually mind it being small, its like a little private area thats why i like it :) and then afterwards i just listen to my ipod with a towel on my face, sometimes i take my guitar down there, its the second best thing about where i live, my first best thing is my room because it MY ROOM, even though its cramped and sucky! haha my room will always be my fabourate place in the house no matter where i live.

my aunties going home tomorrow, cant say i saw her much this visit, dont think she wants much to do with me until im 18 and the legal age to go into pubs :| haha

oh and my mother is gone! and i dont know when she will be back! so its just me and dad!
i'm also very clingy towards my mother, dont know what i'd do without her haha would i survive?

okay cool i think im done with this boring blog ima find a pic
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please enjoy this pic of ely eating, she only knows my dad in this picture and the rest is history
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Saturday, November 7, 2009

cheery cheery?

MADDIS TURN :)
ahh maddison beyer you ready for this?
you ready for the intake of what CERI ANN WARD loves about chu!!!
okay bloggers so this is maddison beyer, or should i say baddison meyer? good call ceri.
shes my smartest friend, and she doesnt even know how smart she is sometimes, i can ask her what any word means and she wouldnt bag me out for not knowing like other people would,
i could trust her with my life, she is loyal to all 3 of us, shes the person i can sing around and instead of telling me to shuttup she would join in. She always understands what im trying to say to her, and she always sympathises on the way i feel. out of the 4 of us she may be the youngest, but she is the wisest.
i tell you everything maddi just because i know you wont judge, you are a beautiful person dont you forget that about yourself!
I can always count on this girl to laugh at my lame jokes, and even when they're really really lame, she gives me a pity laugh. Shes one of the funniest people i know and we can relate to eachother so much... if you ever see her spare a moment to talk to her chances are you will be entertained!
i love you maddi I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
you know you always want to hear that from me, but i know you know its true. i can not say those words as a lie baddison meyer, i love chu i love chu i love chu I LOVE YOU MADDISON BEYER..
getting lesbian? cool. always go a little too far.
and maddi...........i do love your eyes you fisher
who doesnt? anyone ever seen eyes so blue?
but still. i'm the only one out of the 4 of us with really brown eyes so im the prettiest!
dont ever think i favor anyone other than you maddi, because if im doing it im joking, your one of my favourate people! i'm so glad you've learnt to like me...and then learnt to love me and then because friends with me and then formed the foursome and the ways things are now? they couldnt be better, whenever your upset think about what you have with us! because thats what i do. i think about what i have with you guys and nothing else makes me more happier

Baddison Meyer everybody!

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maddi says (8:21 PM):
yes
so whatre you doing
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ceri says (8:21 PM):
youll seeeee

maddi says (8:22 PM):
a surprisseee
hahahah
ohhhh
!!!
a fight?

ceri says (8:22 PM):
yeah you might hate it
a fight?
HAHAH WHAT THE HELL?

Friday, November 6, 2009

sleep texting?

last night i was sleeping beautifully in slumber land...seriously having the best sleep, cant even remember my dream..... ooooo that just makes me want to go back to bed!
so anyways, lets stick to the story here.... laura wakes me up and im at the train station with her for a free train ride...to table top..it was kinda cool...STICK TO THE STORY CERI! yeah and then i get a text off maddi saying
maddi 'haha wtf?'

ceri 'what?'

maddi 'that text you sent me'

ceri 'what are you on about fool?'

maddi *sends text i sent her back to me* 'think you sent this to the wrong person ce'

ceri 'what the hell i didnt send that'

maddi 'it says it got sent at like 5 in the morning'

by this point i thought it was laura, she said ...'why would i come in your room at 5 in the morning and send a text'

i said 'touche'

so then i went in my outbox and saw if i actually did send it...which i did... and the text had infact said

'just woke up from a dream that i was married to you and i didnt want it... i was sad...felt bad sorry we cant get married it map a bad bad feeling in my dream'

yeah, doesnt sound anything like i would say to maddi but the phone was indeed next to me on my bed all night, with a text off mum and the phone was under my pillow....creepy huh! hahahahahah

Thursday, November 5, 2009

dream time

i had the weirdest dream last night...
we were all in the pac, and we were all performing something, at first i thought i was gonna perform my mono....but i didnt :S so anyways mady dormer was up first performing a song... and she was like a whiz on the piano but singing really bad opera. yeahh... so anyway ended up at this place and we were watching it on video and i forgot what i had performed.... and we were watching maddi beyer do a monologue...and she wasnt scared which was odd...and then dad chanegs the channel and puts a movie on and im like 'NO DAD CHANGE IT BACK I CANT REMEMBER WHAT I DID!' so he does....and there i am in this sparkly dress with a pole...and a mic singing 'i tell you what i want what i really really want' and im like NO DAD CHANGE IT BACK CHANGE IT BACK... and dad was like 'ceri what is this?' and i really didnt know and i founf myself saying 'they made me do it' and then i got woken up by a text off maddi, who stole my idea for a perfectly good blog btw.

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someone please tell me who did this? do i have some sort of secret admirer!?? YAYYYYYY
KIDDING

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

my friend ely.

don't worry other friends you will get whats coming to you.
but ely i was just going through pics, and your blogs and just reminising on you..
and you really are the diamond in the ashtray! fishhook is a smart one
you've got so many hidden talents
no one knew you were good at art! and look at you! your so creative you could turn something simple to something extrodinary <------- did i spell that right?
no one knows you can sing, yeah i've heard you sing along to yourself in the shower...around the house...and sometimes even in the toilet you freak.
you really are something special el, and i dont think you know it...but take a look at yourself in the mirror, you are beautiful and so is everything that you do. i am blessed to have met you nearly 8 years ago, and i love how we are still going strong ... never forget how beautiful you really are, i love you forever, and i mean it..its impossible for anyone to stop loving you el, you really are a gift put on this earth, and your one of the few people who helped me appreciate life and what i have...your part of who i am and i love that about myself...its all because of you DIAMOND!

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ely loves the things that matter, and doesnt miss out the little things in life
shes also fat and eats alot of cookies...yeah el someone had to tell you..
you need to lose weight your obese.

just because im bored

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me and my mum never have nice pictures together hahaha this is as good as it gets....

about my last blog, dad just phoned me because mum was to scared to talk to me... just makes me want to cry my own mother is to afraid to talk to me. what does that make me? oh god im so sorry if i really am that scary, i sent her a text and then she wouldnt call me back because she was to scared! ....okay enough of me being emo, im sorry dearest mother i love you.

and heres my fave vintage pic of phil and my dad from when theyw ere my age! haha i love it.

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thats just me sending a pic of me that i took because im bored...and i liked it and i didnt know what else to do with it hahaha

mr lonely

or should i say miss lonely? i seriously have come to the conclusion that i hate being alone! i cant stand it! i go crazy, and now here i am, ive been invited to elys tonight but i have to go home, which means i cant go home because julie will be locking up the motel. sure i know what your thinking 'why don't you have a key?'
well my blogger friends i am a 17 yr old turning 18 who is not trusted with a key, and it depresses me. my parents seriously don't trust me with anything. I'm not even aloud to have a lock on my door! i wanted a lock for my privacy, but no i could be smoking bongs or having fricking gang bangs.
i love my parents i really do, but im so darn over protected, and one day they will need to learn to let me go otherwise they wont see it coming when the day actually comes, when i move out of home, out of town, maybe even out of the country! i know i should be telling them that and not writing it on a blog, but nothing would come of it except for a big fight. i love how they care... but seriously the fights we get in to are so stupid that we dont even remember what we are argueing about anymore.

mum - maybe im the only responsible parent

me - and maybe your the only parent who doesnt trust me
*that sure shut her up*

anyways, about me being lonely...hahahaha when exams are over and everyones stopped studying people are going to want to get rid of me! but i'll enjoy the company until that day comes!

okay sorry for the angry emo blog, i love my parents just so you know.

Monday, November 2, 2009

reminising

i seriously am an angry jealous person and i really do hate that about myself. and then i get over it and write a blog saying how much it annoys me that i am so annoying, but im going to get straight back into that angry stage! what the hell is wrong with me! but in my defence sometimes people do it to me because they know how i will react.
i dont care how angry i get, just act like it doesnt matter! this isnt about anything recently, well it is but im not referring to it. but seriously people get scared of me! i dont want anyone to be scared of me! i was just thinking back to the little days, every little arguement that ever occured was my fault for being an angry pain in the arse and taking it out on people! even with my mum! (not with my dad he usually starts it haha)
dont take it seriously when im angry over something stupid, i will get over it in about 5 minuites, no joke. i really annoy myself! and even when i know im doing this shit i dont stop! i just keep on going.
to all the people who have suffered my temper tantrums, who must be everyone, i am truely sorry and i will try to pipe down.

anyways, just watched step brothers, seriously cracked me up so much, i havent laughed so hard in a movie for ages! my tummy was cramping! haha yes im a lonely soul watching movies today how sad.

'your voice is like a combination between fergie and jesus!'

i hope someones having a get to gether after exams with a fire so i can burn my school work! :D :D

Sunday, November 1, 2009

heyhey!

sitting here, eating a banana......i have an exam in an hour. im going down in this one! hahaha ohh shit.
theres really not much to say, i could be revising like a normal person would do, but nah lets write a pointless blog. :)
OH OH OH OH OH OH OH
i have something to say.... so last summer my mum got me this dress, size small..and i was like 'mum no way im going to fit into that' could hardly get it over my head...so we just gave it to ely...
the other day for some reason i was going through elys draws... i cant rememebr why :S sorry el haha
and i happend to find this dress, at first i wanted ely to wear it but she said 'it sits weirdly on me' and then i felt reckless and decided to try it on myself.....AND IT FIT! so now that dress is mine again. thanks el :) another dress for summer. i gave her my t-shirt cause it looked better on her... so dont think im being selfish, she doesnt like how the dress looks on her!!

oh and the person who convinced me i had most aries traits...maddi :| told me i wasnt a real aries cause i was born in march! thats bullshit! anyway, apparently she was just trying to rise my aires temper, which she did haha.

yeah so we went to judds and ouijad on halloween.....spooky or silly? i do not know.
and ely got bored went into the kitchen and just opened a pack of chips and started eating them.. it was so funny! i walked in and she looked at me and smiled with a mouth full of chips and went 'shhhhhhhhh' then im like 'i wont tell if you give me some'
hahaha el and i just eating judds food happily...sorry judd! it was so funny though! elys face! HAHAHA
'el what are you doing?'
'shhhhhhh'
HAHAHAH
and i dont know if i was dreaming, i forgot to ask... but i think mady thought i was possessed because i was breathing weirdly! im sorry! haha i do breathe weirdly when i fall asleep though. it was probably something to do with my hayfever.

ps - i love festy who loves msn.