ever wonder what goes through ceri's mind?

here are a few sayable things from my diary entries

my favourate colour is red because it comes in lots of different shades and can bring out lots of different emotion.

beauty comes deep within people should bring it out more.

no lies to impress people BE YOURSELF THERES NO BETTER WAY

'its only forever not long at all'

small things like eating strawberries with my best friend are the best times in life and will stay in my heart forever.

i am alone but i can feel someone with me

i love how judd thinks sometimes

'when you only have a hammer everything looks like A nail'

if you dont think someone likes you dont change to get them to like you its not worth it

'p.s i will always love you'

my dream says i am spiritually growing

i will be no where without my friends

me and my friends always share dreams with eachother i cant find anybody else who cares.

we look back on how sad we were and laugh.

'ceri i get the feeling you just don't like people and thats okay because i dont like people too'

me feeling free and out of this world is not scary, infact its the least scaryest thing about me.

the only place where people believe i am wise are in my dreams.

people don't know how full of love i actually am

today i liked how i made and anklet. i'm wearing it now.

i seriously love being with people

do what makes you happy

sometimes theres feelings you think you have, but you dont you just make yourself believe you have them.

i'm not smart but i always know what im saying.

i like how i found my white top today.

No one thinks normal. people who call other people weird and themselves normal are lying to themselves.

those are the non private things i think. not everyone likes the way other people think. but i cant make myself think differently

a standard conversation with ceri

(maddi is denis)

denis says (5:10 PM):
whered u get yo body from

ceri says (5:10 PM):
i got it form the macarina

denis says (5:13 PM):
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ceri says (5:14 PM):
ooo you liked that did you?
thought i was gonna say my momma?
yeah i sure showed you how funny i am

denis says (5:14 PM):
oh............
denis says (5:15 PM):

LOL i THOUGHT
something different

ceri says (5:16 PM):
OHHH DAMN
i thought i was funny

yep!

so heres yet another one of my pointless blogs just because i'm bored!
maybe i'll talk about me dream?

so i was climbing this spider web and nearly fell when ely saved me by catching me, yeah she was pretty strong in my dream. and next to the spiderweb was this awesome rollercoaster. so el and i decided to go on it.. el quickly sat down and buckled up and put the big think on that goes over your head, and i was just sitting down when the ride started to go, and i was like 'STTTOOPPPPP WAIITT STTOOPPP' and el was like ceri its fine just hold the belt down, like we were in a car or something, this ride went upside down and shit. i ended up surviving.



yeah so that was me dream!

finished season 2 of trueblood! been washing my hair with coconut flavoured shampoo..smells gooooooooood.

I GOT CREDIT ON MY PHONE

should give me a text sometime because im pretty much only texting maddi! :( not that i dont love her

The perks of being a wall flower.

dear friend,
this book was very well written.
i dont think i could relate to the writer but i bonded with him quite well.
i also loved the amount of times the rocky horror picture show was mentioned in this novel.
charlie said he has problems while reading books because he makes himself believe he is the character.
well charlie..i have that same problem. but i like it. :)




love always,
ceri.

honest

i want my career to begin and end with drama, its the only thing i am moderatly good at, and they only thing i enjoy.

i don't want to end looking back on my life and hating what i had done with it.

to tell you the truth i am shit scared of life, more than excited.
i really have no skill in doing much else and that saddens me

ouch

sookie - he's your maker isnt he

eric - don't use words you dont understand

sookie - i know you have love for him

eric - dont use words i dont understand.

lipstick

i dont like foundation....but i like lipstick :)
i harly ever where colours on my lips to be honest..but i think i might start

i wish i was 18

was having a jolly old time at paddy's wasnt even drinking..until a man came up to our table and asked for id's

maddi and i obv didnt have one..........so we had to leave :(

im missing my dad alot lately.. don't know why..i guess its not usually him that leaves.

i'm sure he's having a great time in wales

tetris

last night me el mady and soph were having a tetris off, well, soph was playing her own game very badly and not letting anyone else have a go :(
but the thing is it was a funny night, kept on cracking jokes that go old. well i pretty much kept on doing that.. i get depressed when jokes die...

i quote soph - 'if i was a comedian i would want my audience to be a bunch of ceri's'

oh and ely shabberd her self last night it was gross

dumpy

RIP
dad came to see you :)

brian ward.
you will be missed
x

trueblood

if you want to know what i do in my spare time when i am at home?
i am currently reading/watching true blood!

hooraayyyyy!

anyways. im about half way through the second season, and sookie is annoying the shit out of me, and so is bill actually, i liked them both in the first season!

eric however can spell out ceri. if you know what im saying......yeah even i dont know what i'm saying, hes just very good looking

YEAH A MALE IS GOOD LOOKING!!!
does that prove anything?

hahaha

know any?

'if it hurts this much then it must be love.'

'as the storm grew fearce and danger was suddenly near I knew there was nothing to fear.'

'I'll paint you mornings of gold, i'll spin you valentine evenings. though we're stranger's till now, we're choosing the path between the stars, i'll leave me love between the stars.'

'Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers that grow so incredibly high'

'I dont want to waste the weekend if you don't love me, pretend.'

'To much head to little heart.'

'Love is a verb, love is a doing word.'

'Your silence still rings so clear.'

'You can make your own decisions, you can make your own mistakes.'

Reasons why i am still a child

- I watch cartoons
-I still own cuddly toys
-I still think farts are funny
-I get bored way to easily
-I can't understand most words
-I can't handle being wrong
-I'm scared of working
-I'm scared of not being in school
-I'm scared of being alone
-I'm still scared of my parents
-I play video games
-I have braces
-I rarely wear make-up
-I talk to myself :)
-I can't stick to one thing for to long
-I dont like not having my own way
-I scrapbook and bead
-I get excited easily

ground control to major tom

take your protein pills and put your helmet on.



so i'll cross my heart and hope to die before i have the chance to lie to you my dear.



planet earth is blue and theres nothing i can do.



i made one of these things guys, i know theres not much to wonder, but it will entertain me for two minuites if you ask me a question :D

http://www.formspring.me/ceriiiiiii

for now its to soon for you to say

will we be always ALWAYS?
..and the summer of 69 is playing on the radio..how depressing!

great

you wish things would get better. but they get worse.


the worst thing in the world is to hear a grown man who raised you cry.
the worst thing to see is him trying to hold back tears just to make it okay for you.

my family are retarded griever's

worse things happen in the world. just keep telling yourself that people!

i think

My mum and dad are going to have to go home soon.
Dumpy's had a stroke.
thats what words mum said to me about 20 mins ago. then she kindly stated what a stroke was.
when she tells me bad news she looks at me for a reaction.
i dont know what to do or say. and i dont know how i feel yet.
i think my mind is saying he will be fine. because you begin to believe nothing bad can ever happen in this world.

but things happen.
things go bad.

they always get better though. the world would be a better place if everyone looked on the brightside

Jessica

ahh jess you make me laugh! i miss you.

ceri says (11:51 AM):
yeah but the next day was nice kinda
i was kinda seedy

JESS says (11:51 AM):
seedy?

ceri says (11:51 AM):
i have the worst hangovers lately
yeah like feeling gross

JESS says (11:51 AM):
oh yeah, i remember you saying that
i dont understand why seeds have anything to do with feeling gross, who made it up?