ever wonder what goes through ceri's mind?

here are a few sayable things from my diary entries

my favourate colour is red because it comes in lots of different shades and can bring out lots of different emotion.

beauty comes deep within people should bring it out more.

no lies to impress people BE YOURSELF THERES NO BETTER WAY

'its only forever not long at all'

small things like eating strawberries with my best friend are the best times in life and will stay in my heart forever.

i am alone but i can feel someone with me

i love how judd thinks sometimes

'when you only have a hammer everything looks like A nail'

if you dont think someone likes you dont change to get them to like you its not worth it

'p.s i will always love you'

my dream says i am spiritually growing

i will be no where without my friends

me and my friends always share dreams with eachother i cant find anybody else who cares.

we look back on how sad we were and laugh.

'ceri i get the feeling you just don't like people and thats okay because i dont like people too'

me feeling free and out of this world is not scary, infact its the least scaryest thing about me.

the only place where people believe i am wise are in my dreams.

people don't know how full of love i actually am

today i liked how i made and anklet. i'm wearing it now.

i seriously love being with people

do what makes you happy

sometimes theres feelings you think you have, but you dont you just make yourself believe you have them.

i'm not smart but i always know what im saying.

i like how i found my white top today.

No one thinks normal. people who call other people weird and themselves normal are lying to themselves.

those are the non private things i think. not everyone likes the way other people think. but i cant make myself think differently

a standard conversation with ceri

(maddi is denis)

denis says (5:10 PM):
whered u get yo body from

ceri says (5:10 PM):
i got it form the macarina

denis says (5:13 PM):
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ceri says (5:14 PM):
ooo you liked that did you?
thought i was gonna say my momma?
yeah i sure showed you how funny i am

denis says (5:14 PM):
oh............
denis says (5:15 PM):

LOL i THOUGHT
something different

ceri says (5:16 PM):
OHHH DAMN
i thought i was funny

yep!

so heres yet another one of my pointless blogs just because i'm bored!
maybe i'll talk about me dream?

so i was climbing this spider web and nearly fell when ely saved me by catching me, yeah she was pretty strong in my dream. and next to the spiderweb was this awesome rollercoaster. so el and i decided to go on it.. el quickly sat down and buckled up and put the big think on that goes over your head, and i was just sitting down when the ride started to go, and i was like 'STTTOOPPPPP WAIITT STTOOPPP' and el was like ceri its fine just hold the belt down, like we were in a car or something, this ride went upside down and shit. i ended up surviving.



yeah so that was me dream!

finished season 2 of trueblood! been washing my hair with coconut flavoured shampoo..smells gooooooooood.

I GOT CREDIT ON MY PHONE

should give me a text sometime because im pretty much only texting maddi! :( not that i dont love her

The perks of being a wall flower.

dear friend,
this book was very well written.
i dont think i could relate to the writer but i bonded with him quite well.
i also loved the amount of times the rocky horror picture show was mentioned in this novel.
charlie said he has problems while reading books because he makes himself believe he is the character.
well charlie..i have that same problem. but i like it. :)




love always,
ceri.

honest

i want my career to begin and end with drama, its the only thing i am moderatly good at, and they only thing i enjoy.

i don't want to end looking back on my life and hating what i had done with it.

to tell you the truth i am shit scared of life, more than excited.
i really have no skill in doing much else and that saddens me

ouch

sookie - he's your maker isnt he

eric - don't use words you dont understand

sookie - i know you have love for him

eric - dont use words i dont understand.

lipstick

i dont like foundation....but i like lipstick :)
i harly ever where colours on my lips to be honest..but i think i might start